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Sunday, January 18, 2009
i have always been thinking that being sick is a waste of time because you simply lie in bed doing nothing, wasting your time away while watching the clock tick and can't do anything about the pile of work on the table. thats why i often force myself to do my things and fulfil my resposibilities even though i am not feeling well. which actually makes me end up feeling worse. thats how i have been feeling over the past week.
but God is good. i decided to take a different stand and convinced myself and halt all duties & responsibilities. i rested myself over the last 2 days, trying my best to nurse a fever, flu and a bad cough. i've not recovered but i'm feeling a lot better, good enough to do a bit of work. And i'm glad that i managed to do the more urgent ones and complete them too.
i'm surprised at myself yet glad for what i did. perhaps its being aware of the responsibility over self. perhaps its learning to give in a little to my stubbornness.
perhaps beixuan is beginning to grow up :)
she pens down @ 9:32 PM