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Friday, November 14, 2008
i must have been so occupied and uptight with the endless deadlines to meet that this place is beginning to collect dust.
this week marks the end of school hols but the beginning of many more events to come. but i am so so glad that i managed to get everything done on time. or i suppose i'll be going back to school to finish up everyday next week or something, although there are still some other days which i'll have to go to school.
as i sit in the comfort of the living room, looking out of the window with huge thunderstorm that has been changed to a drizzle which is going on outside, thinking about how drastic the weather has been with all that blowing of hot & cold.
sigh, perhaps its a good time to just not do anything and take a back sit from the past hectic days i had. perhaps also to think about those issues i've brushed aside and placed them at the back of my mind for the moment. i've been feeling the tension and frustrations within myself, for not being able to live up to my own expectations.
sometimes i just need to pause myself and do a self-check.
dear God,
i don't feel like i'm up to it.
but i'm not giving up.
just help me to embrace my purpose once again.
my anchoring verse for the moment:
"And we know that in all things God works for the goof of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose"
Romans 8:28
she pens down @ 12:02 AM