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Monday, July 28, 2008

A NEW RESERVOIR OF LOVE




getting through the past few weeks has been a challenge. a challenge to stand by a choice to love. its been difficult, trying to wrestle, argue, bargain & compromise with God so that i can get away out. or rather, escape from all that struggle to strike a balance in the actions that i need to take & the actions that i don't want to take.



true, maybe i give up easily. but i get my feet back on ground again. which hence, i decided that i will still choose to love in action. i wondered many times about why i failed myself time & time again after 2 years. perhaps i need to base my choice was based on perspective instead of feelings which i've been doing so. to change the way i think & the way i see things so that the way i feel will change.



but even so, i still want to say that God is good! He gave me opportunity after opportunity to exercise my change of perspective just within a short span of 3 days. which made me think that maybe things aren't as bad as i think they are and i don't feel like a booboo that much too.



therefore, besides asking God for a new reservoir of love in choice & action, i'll make this my anchoring verse for the moment :)



"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good, pleasing and perfect will"
Romans 12:2


she pens down @ 9:44 PM
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