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Monday, January 21, 2008

stirring up my feelings and crying the night before certainly cost me the alertness and energy i required at work.

been a little disappointed in noticing that it took me this long to realise that i've been trying to deny my thoughts, ignore my feelings, disregard my emotions, avoid certain situations and hide my true self. sometimes i wonder if i really know what i'm doing.

well, maybe i don't. and i guess i've been confusing myself and confusing others around me.

but i thought that i just want to say a big thank you to a certain booboo for being so patient, forgiving and for having to bear with me and my nonsense. thank you too, for scolding me and saying things that i need to but don't really want to hear :)

God is good too. i went to work feeling pretty tired and lethargic, with the kind of state where i could daze into space and stone any moment. yet i stepped into class to find that i only have 8 kids today, compared to my usual 14! thats almost a 50% decrease la. super timingly amazing that most of the 6 absentees were not feeling well on the same day. so i could hear some of their funny musings since there were less children in class.

well just this morning, jie en let out a very big sneeze without covering her nose and mouth. which made rian a little irritated.

rian: EEEWW. jie en didn't cover her nose and use tissue to clean!
jie en: *embarrassed*
james: YA LAH! so dirty, better stay away from jie en.
rian: yes yes! because if not, all of us will fall sick and we cannot come to school.
james: i don't like to be sick and take medicine. but if jie en do that, all of us will be sick and we cannot come to school. so ms tan (my boss) will have no more K1 in school.
rian: oh then ms xuan will go to baby class!


me: haha, why do i go to the baby class?
rian: because no more K1 in school then you will go and help with the baby class!
james: AIYA. you don't know meh. if jie en sneeze like that, all of us will not come school because we are sick. ms xuan also will fall sick so she also will not come school!
rian: oh! you are right. i need to find ms tan now!
me: haha. why do you have to find ms tan now?
rian: to tell her that we all will not come school tomorrow!
me: LOL.


she pens down @ 10:02 PM
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