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Friday, October 19, 2007

TOO MUCH OF A HOPE FOR SIMPLICITY?


i shudder upon thinking about witnessing a fight yesterday. my dad with someone else just because of a little accidental thing that my mum did.

people have been telling me that i think too innocently of human beings. i don't want to be critical, neither do i want to think that everyone is out to go against me. its totally not me at all.

why can't people just be nice and understanding?
why can't they think of consequences before acting on anything?
why can't people stop thinking that others have something against them?
why can't they just think rationally and resolve conflicts diplomatically?

i don't know what to say, really. in that position yesterday facing the heated argument of 2 adults, there wasn't much i could do. neither did i know what i could do. i was scared. really really scared. i felt like i was just some helpless witness in that UGLY scene last night.

but i can't help but to feel disappointed in grown ups.
sigh.

welcome to the world in reality.
wake up, beixuan.
wake up.


she pens down @ 11:12 PM
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