Wednesday, October 03, 2007

A GOOD END TO A BOOBOO DAY

my class went rather haywired today. so much so that i didn't even follow my lesson plan and at certain points of time, i just felt like walking out of class in desperation. it was probably one of the worst days i could have in school.

i'm feeling ashamed, thinking about how i was like at work today. all the little little frustrations and irritatedness. trying to keep cool-headed despite the chaotic mess that benedikt did in disrupting the entire class. looking back, there have been times when i should have reacted and performed better. perhaps, should have prayed more and composed myself properly. but the day has ended with me feeling lousy about myself.

yet no, i think its a great timing for meeting mingchun on the train home. our chat were somewhat reflective and it was a better end to my horrible day. thank God for the opportunity to meet mingchun this evening!

my personal prayer: to handle each frustration with a joyful spirit. so that through this prayer, i can truly learn that joy is not the absence of suffering but being in the presence of God :)

on a lighter note, chantelle just gave benedikt her first kiss today! despite being shocked, i had a good laugh out of it too :)

p.s. ask me for details!

she pens down @ 12:02 AM --------------------------------------------------------------