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Saturday, October 27, 2007

as i stepped into TC for baptism service last night, the presence of the Holy Spirit just overwhelmed me.

i felt the warmth and the homelikeness in the atmosphere. it just feels different from stepping into max pavillion every sunday. entering this house of God last night brought me back to reminiscing the past.

i thought about the times when i sneaked out of the house, gave excuses for going home late, leaving home very early on sunday mornings to serve in david club and all the other events that took place. plus all the cell group meetings around the area. not forgetting those fights, upsetting moments and tension i had with my parents.

looking back, i don't really dare to compare the amount of faith i had then, to the faith level that i have now. maybe i didn't really think that all these matter now, or i've just plainly taken things for granted. which to a certain extent, very true.

witnessing mel, sarah, pris & their mum's baptism is really witnessing this big milestone/the historic moment in their lives. i'm really glad for them, for the declaration of their faith.

but after last night's baptism service and the vivid flashbacks of the past, i realised that i do need to rekindle the flame in my heart. and perhaps, to seek God for His wisdom in searching for that fighting spirit i used to have.


she pens down @ 11:28 PM
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