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Friday, September 07, 2007
as i thought about all the happening news i received at work today, parts of the movie "evan almighty", which i watched just very recently, flashed through my thoughts.
a question was posed:
"if someone asks God for wisdom, would God give him wisdom or give him opportunities to be wise?"
another similar question followed:
"if someone asks God for a closer family, would God make the family closer or give the man opportunities for the family to bond?"
the more i thought, the more i really think that the news i got today was really an opportunity given from God.
well, i sort of got a heart attack today. found out that i'm now standing alone fighting a battle with external dark forces while learning to work out my struggles in taking my children. but this heart attack came together with a more courageous front this time. perhaps i know this day will come by sooner or later.
i still feel a little afraid but its not the same kind of fear that i once felt. i know i don't feel the same way anymore because i chose to give thanks for what has happened and the opportunity from God to grow in this phase.
what will come, will come. i'm standing strong with my armour of God :)
she pens down @ 12:05 AM