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Saturday, August 25, 2007

something stirred up my thoughts again as i received a call to go back to my centre this late morning. i went off in the midst of GCYC. but i can't believe two unfortunate incidents can happen consecutively. yet i know that at the back of my mind, i'm still blaming myself for what has happened and what i should have done and this list goes on and on and on and on.

i want to trust and believe that God is teaching and guiding me through what has happened. but i see that i'm just trying to console myself and make myself feel better. maybe i need to find a way to pack away all those blues and put them somewhere aside. or maybe i just need to learn how to surrender so that God will reveal a clearer picture. or maybe i just need to brace up to be a stronger me.

maybe.


she pens down @ 11:18 PM
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