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Saturday, August 25, 2007

my little chef at work!

oh well, it is nearly 3 months into working full time. it only dawned on me how i have been feeling when my dearest chinese teacher spoke to me today. been too numb to recall or really sit down to reflect cos work really takes up a lot of me. although i've only known her for the short period of time, but she is like a mother to me, who is always ready to defend and protect me.


an incident triggered off her thoughts today and she decided to share with me how she felt and for me to share about how i feel too. because there have been too many of such seemingly familiar followed actions & behaviours after each incident. well, it got to an extent that i couldn't help but to break down and cry in front of her.


i felt a lot better after that. but i just can't help but think that reality is so UGLY. it doesn't help too, knowing that i'm not feeling secure and confident of myself. it scares me to see such things happening and realising that there's much more to being in the world.


although i know that i may not get over and see things in a new light that soon, but i promised her that i will not give up trying. all that i ask is that i will press on and not keep these struggles to myself to wear myself out.

i truly thank God for her :)


she pens down @ 12:34 PM
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