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Sunday, July 22, 2007

"WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH RETREAT"


this was on the front page of today's bulletin. well, i guess it did spoke to me in a way. it seems disbelieving when i read it at the first glance. how can the tough retreat when things get difficult? it didn't make any logical sense to me. in fact, when the going gets tough, I retreat instead.

i seem to be hearing too many opinions around me. now i don't really know which is from me. can't seem to connect my mind to my heart. can't discern properly, if that's what it is.

i was reading chapter 17 of the purpose driven life since our girls are doing as part of their weekly sharing. the application question at the back made me question myself.

"does my level of involvement in my local church demostrate that i love and am committed to God's family?"

i laughed at the question, cynically though. don't seem to see how i can understand and answer this question. maybe i just lack the assurance and faith to answer.

maybe.

maybe.


she pens down @ 10:04 PM
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