*me *
beixuan
01071987
princess of God
a joy giver
early intervention teacher
fcbc youthnet
yoznet

::Ash :: Charles :: Charmaine :: Christine :: Elaine :: Eric :: Eunice :: Grace :: Hui Yun :: Ice :: Jason :: Jia Hui :: Li Xin :: Lois :: Louisa :: Mac :: Maureen :: Mei Xin :: Melinda :: Ming Chun :: Nicholas :: Pei Lin :: The Powerpuff Girls :: Sheryl :: Siti :: Yani :: Yanying :: Yufan




Thursday, May 31, 2007

reality strikes me and i realised that being a preschool teacher is tougher that i thought.


just taking time to know the kids ain't enough, i've to manage their temprements, know the hows and whats to control them. not to mention doing up lesson plans every week and planning daily activities and doing up evaluations. besides, there's still parents in the picture. And it doesn't help when i know that the kids i'm going to take are a pretty difficult bunch.


apart from these, i see that most of my time is going to be taken up by work. so how then does cell and other church activities fit it if i'm already worrying about my time management? is this how i'm supposed to choose between work and ministry, deciding which takes the majority of my time? now i know there's really more to it than what i've always seen.


i thought completing my course would mean i could really do something that i want to for God. well, i've only seen the challenges, haven't faced them yet. And i am hestitating & thinking of retreating already. (i really need to reject these thoughts)


i'm feeling kinda scared. totally not prepared. i'm not sure if it was a right decision to go into full time straight away. but work is starting sooner than i thought.


dear Lord,
please cast away my fears and turn them into learning opportunities. give me the strength and courage that i need to face what's ahead.
amen.


she pens down @ 9:03 PM
--------------------------------------------------------------