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Thursday, May 03, 2007

i went for the leaders' meeting last night with a heavy heart but i left experiencing a touch from the Lord. as i reviewed what ps julie shared and what ps eugene talked about, i realised i took back 2 things.


1. perfect love casts out all fear
true enough, i've been fearing. afraid of the many big and small things at the moment. but in the process of acknowledging my fears, i've neglected God's loving arms which were waiting to be received. i've pushed aside the fact to know that His love will provide the comfort, the covering and the security that i need. simply put, i did not set my focus on Him.


2. a happy heart
this has a greater impact on me last night cos i heard God speaking very clearly. a person's heart is one of God's major concerns. He doesn't look at the things people look at. we often look at the outward appearance of others, but the Lord looks at the heart. my constant anxiety has deterred and weighed me down from a cheerful heart.


are you like me? perhaps i did set my focus wrong lately. but i do want to experience His smile of approval, even in difficult times. which i know i cannot do it on my own cos this spiritual battle never seem to end. i need to ask God to show me how to develop a heart that is happy, no matter what challenges i am facing. and to also claim and be comforted that He will always be there to support in His loving ways.


she pens down @ 7:27 PM
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