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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Boo to all the booboos.


things on the intrapersonal side of me has been a little down lately. not doing too well and i feel like i'm a booboo.


i guess it happens when stress & higher expectations from school work start to increase. when the demands of ministry begin to show up on a larger surface. when you start to piece everything together. when all you focus on is waiting for each week to come so that you can plan when you need to complete the various tasks and responsibilities. when you heaved in relief after each week and dread the coming of the following one. when you do not want to think about any other things even though they may be pending at the back of your mind.


it brings a sense of familiarity. a familiarity of how my insecurities cripple me. cos thats when i know a certain part of me is getting dry. to be exact, spiritually dry.


it is not a nice feeling. not nice at all. and i don't like it.


she pens down @ 12:26 AM
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