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Sunday, February 25, 2007

i was looking forward to attending today's service. desperately wanting to allow God to speak to me about what i should do or how i should go about dealing with my own emotions.


but it is amazing how i did not have to wait till sunday. because for the past few days, God prompted me with many signs and enlightenment for that particular issue. Not just that, He showed me that despite of worrying about one thing, He springs up surprises that i would have never expected.


there were more affirmation from people whom i rarely spoke to. the amount of encouragement i got was more that what i needed to spur myself on. the increased of genuinely asking "how are you doing?".


even what the pastors discussed about during SOL3 was reminders itself that were directly pointing at me. it is definitely too much of a coincidence.


so am i still worrying about my unconvicted heart?


no. not anymore. because i know that the Lord works in many ways in which i am not able to comprehend. but instead, i'll choose to go in faith and trust that the Lord will work in His goodness for me :)


she pens down @ 11:54 PM
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