Saturday, January 27, 2007

i attended baptism service. seeing ruocheng's and eunice's dedications tonight really struck something deep down in my heart. and God reminded me of my conviction in Him.


well, i do admit. i do not dare to ask too big from the Lord. reason being, i'm afraid of the many things that will come after that. the fear of the unknown, rejections, discouragement, disappointments and even losing that hope.


i used to think that eveything will work properly in time to come. but after tonight, i'm convinced not to think the way i used to anymore. because i know that i haven't asked enough from God and i have yet to step out further into the areas that i'm uncomfortable with. God impressed something unto my heart and i guess its really something that i will have to work towards to. though i do not know what may come or what will happen, but i'll make a resolution to start so that something else may happen in the goodness of the Lord :)

she pens down @ 12:28 AM --------------------------------------------------------------